Sunday, 30 May 2004

i was reading some posts in one of the delphi forums..
and i came across this topic: "Is there true love?"

some post they believe there is..
some dun believe true love exist..

is there reali no true love in this world?
lets put the religious view of love aside..

scenario 1
wife juz realised that hubby has a mistress after thirty years of marriage..
wife said to hubby: "I would never believe true love exist anymore!"

scenario 2
boy met girl in plane on a holiday trip to goldcoast..
manage to click on real well.. soon became good friend..
the very first day, they went sight-seeing together, eat together,
had fun together.. they didn't realise.. but love start to grow..
at the end of second day, boy planted a kiss on girl's cheek..
thru'out the nxt few days, they treated each other with love, respect and sincerity..
on e last day, girl looked deeply into boy's eyes and said:
"Thanks for showing me what true love really is.."

scenario 1 define true love in term of time..
scenario 2 define true love in truth and sincerity..

true love or not is actually how u define yourself isn't it?
there is true love, but there isn't everlasting love
coz nothing in this world is everlasting or unchangeable..
humans do change.. regardless of looks or character..
u may love this person today, but u may not 10 years down e road..
cos our heart may change.. argggh..! its a cold solid fact..
even if your heart stay true throughout your life time,
when u died.. your love would still cease one day..

for me i define true love as scenario 2..
even though that person can't love me for a life-time,
at least she love me truely for tat period of time.. and tat is enough..

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dreamed of racing on 9:45 pm

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Monday, 24 May 2004

i lost my pouch.. my wallet, hp, keys, passport....
again, like the last time when i lost my wallet..
someone stolen it while i'm juz away for few seconds..
sad.. down.. angry wif myself being careless agn..

there are some impt stuff inside..
not the money, cards, or even my ic..
but the picture cards of me and my ex..
cos they are the only physical pics i have wif her..
and they are beautiful.. :)

and my hp.. its reali trouble me running around..
who know the network router will be down today..
i have to run between the server room and my office to feedback the status..

i pay for a fren 50 bucks and 40+ bucks.. but he totally forgotten about it..
he oni admit e 50 after i told him where the money go..
the 40 bucks he culdn't rem what i had pay for him..
well, i'd forgotten also.. but i'm almost certain that i'd paid for him..
i was quite angry and disappointed with him.. its not the money that matter..
i always place money below frenship..
i'm juz sad that he said a straight no without some thinking..
i know he's as poor as me.. i'd decided not to take back the cash
till he have his pay..

sometimes i juz feel that i'd born under e too emotional fishes..


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dreamed of racing on 10:14 pm

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Sunday, 16 May 2004

petrol price is rising again!
damn that bloody war..
v-power is now $1.58/l
what a price.. i remember pumping it at $1.23/l
the last rising was around 3 months ago..
it should drop as much as it rise.. damn it!

haha, i'm freaking broke again..
cos my last month salary could only draw on this month..
a friend ask me to join her for dinner, but i'd to turn her down..
another good friend could still say "huh, how come never go out?
no money still can go out what.." kaoz..
well, maybe she's a girl.. keke..
oops, no offence to gals.. =P

the recent viruses outbreaks are making my life working hell..
HP asked to report to work at 7am.. to do the winxp patching
and update the mcafee signature files in all the network workstations..
they expect me to work for 12 hours without OT pay.. wtf..


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dreamed of racing on 10:11 pm

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Monday, 3 May 2004

da love test..
www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your
freedom.

8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.


dreamed of racing on 7:36 pm

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Saturday, 1 May 2004

Joke of the month

The Religious Lady On The Plane...
There was a religious lady that had to do a lot of traveling for her
business, so naturally she did a lot of flying.
Flying made her extremely nervous, so she always took her Bible
along with her to read since it helped relax her on the long flights.
One time, she was sitting next to a man.
When he saw her pull out her Bible, he gave a little chuckle,
smirked and went back to what he was doing.
After a while, he turned to her and asked,
"You don't really believe all that stuff in there do you?"
The lady replied, "Of course I do. It is the Bible."
He said, "Well, what about the guy that was swallowed by the whale?"
She replied, "Oh, Jonah. Yes, I believe that, it is in the Bible."
He asked, "Well, how do you suppose he survived all that time
inside the whale?" The lady said, "Well, I don't really know.
I guess when I get to heaven, I will ask him."
"What if he isn't in heaven?" the man asked sarcastically.
"Then you can ask him," replied the lady.

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dreamed of racing on 11:46 am

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