Thursday, 30 June 2005

A Buddhist Critique of Christianity..

i chanced upon the above link and find it rather interesting.. like the author,
i was a christian before proselytized to buddhism.. what i'm concern is the
aftereffect it may pose on people after reading it.. for the christians,
i hope you do not see this as a negative criticism, but a positive critique
on christianity.. if it triggered any doubt in you, its a good chance to clear
your doubts with the pastor so as to increase your knowledge and faith in
christianity..

i myself believe in 'GOD' and that all religions are the same.. all are here
to teach human to be good and refrain from doing bad.. all direct human to
heaven in their ways.. so open up your mind to different religions before
deciding which is the one that best suit you.. you'll need to understand the
religion well as it is your life time teaching..

here is an christian critique on buddhism..

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Wednesday, 29 June 2005

这是我从一位朋友的blog抄袭的..
不知是否由她亲笔写的, 不过觉得很有意思..


一件事情能用很多方法去做， 一个问题能用很多角度来思考
一个决定可以来自很多个不同的理由，一种态度又会有多少种见解

大家都知道，没有任何人的想法是一致的，可是却只坚持自己的
如果事情单单看表面来处理，争执与误会也就容易产生。
就算失败了，责任是不是都应该往自己身上推？
往往我们都不去考虑事发的前因后果，而一直让情绪操控着我们。
也很不经意的，常常把失败直接演变成一种失落感，
不去分析不成的原因。

虽然我们都懂得这些简单的人生大道理，
可我们从来不认真的去领悟它其中的用意。
圣人我们虽然不是，但要做个快乐的平凡人，也并非件容易的事。
很多情况下，快不快乐根本是一种选择。
可我们都爱选择不快乐。
难道人生一定要有起有落，才会精彩？

就拿个比喻来说：驾驶的时候司机一定要掌握好的方向感，
才不会在交叉路口感到彷徨。就算路走错了，
也要相信自己依然有能量换个方向到达目的地。
不然，“U-turn”也行啊！
一个人只要把失败当成一种磨练，就不怕没有出路。
用平常心去对事，就不容易起误会和争执。
用宽容的心去原谅，因为错误往往不属于一个人。
人,也就自然快乐的多。

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Sunday, 26 June 2005

last friday is my last day at hai sing..
after being there for 15 months.. its time to move off..
kinda sad.. got a farewell gift and a letter of service from
Mr Rahmat.. HP drag my handing and taking over..
so i still have to go back next friday..

the bridging economics is tough.. 30 over formulas to remember
in just 2 chapters.. beside i didn't have any economics background..
each lesson is equivalent to a month of normal lesson..
so the lecturer has to rush thru' the topics..

tommorrow will be my 1st day at IHPC..
wish me luck..

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dreamed of racing on 10:32 pm

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Tuesday, 21 June 2005

what is the most important thing in a relationship?
is it trust? or is it security? or feelings?

this question came unknowingly into my mind..
why do i feel sad if she said that the one she love is only me?
does it matter if she hurt me deeply.. though she really love me?
what do i care most? her love?
if so, yes.. she really do love me.. so whats else matter?
i may not have trust nor security, but i have her love..
is that enough?

a love that doesn't have trust is fake?
but true or fake only i know it..
cos only i can feel it..

why must i see her faults and not what she'd done for me?
she indeed treat me well..
and i do indeed feel her love...
but i still feel sad..
am i'm being greedy?

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dreamed of racing on 10:37 am

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Monday, 20 June 2005

life is nothing but a dream
a dream of pains and sufferings
there's no love flow from within
only a soul searching for ending..

this is what i written many years back..
when i'm still a kid and didn't know the important of life..
somehow i'm feeling for it again..
am i going into depression again..

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dreamed of racing on 1:08 am

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Saturday, 18 June 2005

好久没有吹微风的晚上
我们看着山下都市灯光
你说快乐和自由
是穷人的天堂
这种想法我很喜欢

oh你要我闭上眼睛想像
有我看不见的一个远方
你说地球是乐园
要用心去游览
这种说法多浪漫

心在飞路很长
我们是彼此的避风港
听着你聊到从前和未来
你心里所有的梦跟我很像

oh you light up my life
所以我也希望我们心中频率都一样
梦加点感觉思念装上翅膀
爱是无限可能的飞翔

oh you light up my life
我想让你分享
我们心动时分的梦想
这是一个开始还是一种幻想
未来正在等待不是吗
未来我想和你分享

os:一直想跟你说
那天一起吃晚饭
想问你开心吗
这些日子看着你
追着自己的梦想
快乐专心的每个样子
我想我们的梦有一样的频率
不是吗

恋情频率－许志安/许慧欣　词：易家扬　曲：We Jong-Su　专辑：我还能爱谁

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Thursday, 16 June 2005

finally Evo 9 is in singapore..
and it look better and faster then Evo 8!
0-100km/h in only 4.5 secs?!
when Evo 8 is out, century sprint is 4.9 secs..
and that is already an amazing figure!
so how about Evo 10? 4 secs?
but i bet it would be god damn difficult to accomplish that..
afterall, its still a 2 litre engine and have to follow
the standard 280bhp..

these 3 days, i'm having the Basic Administration of W2k Server
course.. and finally got to meet up with randy, the person
who have known me but i don't after i join HP..
he's quite a friendly guy, drive a white ford focus and telling me
he is quitting soon.. lolz..

went to sarong party girl's blog recently, after even my dad
asked me whether i know about the website! @#$%!
and the psychiatrist said that due to some mental
disorder that caused her to post her nude pics on her blog..
ya, so that she could go to him and show him some "live shots" huh..
actually, this is quite common in western countries..
singapore, still is a conservative country.. so is the psychiatrist..

i personally feel that each of us have our own right to do
anything we want.. as long as we are happy and it didn't hurt anyone..
to you, it may be wrong.. but to her, she may find it perfectly alright..
there is no absolutely right or wrong..
there is always different opinions..
and to be contented and happy is not easy..
how many of us are actually satisfied with our life?

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Thursday, 9 June 2005

went down to sign the employment contract with IHPC last tuesday..
spent the whole day going for medical checkup,
submit my certs to Stansfield and purchase
my motorola v3 black! =)
it is really a sophisticated mobile phone,
and a flip on the head piece will automatic activate the bluetooth..
the screen is large and the image is clear and sharp..

received a sms from baoli at 1:47am..
telling me that she attempted suiside.. now in hospital..
she's already very depressed about the abortion..
now her bf wanna leave her..
from the beginning when she told me that she gonna get married
after juz knowing her bf for less then a year,
i can already sense that her bf is lying to her..
how could such a young guy settle down so fast?
he probably said that to her to get her laid..
and i regret not telling her how i feel that time..
though it may affect our friendship..
after knowing her for so many years,
she's still as naive..

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Saturday, 4 June 2005

i tender my resignation yesterday..
IHCP had selected me.. :)
sherlene emailed me the letter of appoitment,
benefits and terms and conditions..
it have full benefits and i'm also quite satisfy with the salary..

my evening classes will start on 21st jun..
mom and dad are worried that i may have difficulties juggling
my studies with the new appoinment..

and now govt wana charge that STUPID ERP on CTE back home.. wtf..
ERP - Extra Road Problem!
its not solving any problem but juz push it to other roads..

oh yes, i can upgrade my handphone liaoz..
nokia 7270 is too thick.. 6260 is bulky.. haiz..
panasonic x800 look nice.. but is it really up to standard that
it only manufacture mobile phones for the past few years?
im still looking for a clamshell phone..
ericsson z800i is too ex due to the fact that its a 3G..
so back to motorola v3.. the special black edition look really nice.. :)

brother intro me a mmorg "MapleStory"..
its a game his company market..
think this is the 1st game he really play..
he's always not a gamer..
and we play together till almost 4am this morning..
he help me get alot of items as his character level is higher.. :)
there's no monthly subscription as its a cash shop system game..
alrite, for those who's interested about the game, below is the link..
www.maplesea.com
more info on www.u8generation.com/maple/

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