Monday, 28 May 2007

had my 2nd job interview today.. everything went quite smoonthly..
actually my boss is treating us lunch at Sakura today, its the 2nd time i missed
his treat.. but i'm still more keen to the senior technical support position..

one of my colleagues is doing a mlm biz named "Song He".. i'd seen so many mlm
and all need to be a member, all have great products, all are expensive..
in my opinion, its better to work for money and help others without getting money..
in mlm, one always seem to work for money, at the same time help others..
this make helping others not come "purely" from your heart.. as the more
people you "help", the more money you earned.. how can one really cultivate in
an altruistic manner? so i think we should not gain something by helping others
in anyway..

the RT i'm undergoing is quite tough.. anyway, beside leaving for work an hour
earlier, it give me a chance to exercise and $10 allowance for each session..
so it not so bad afterall..

oh its ml birthday today.. Happy Birthday! though i think she never know i blog..
alright, need to sign off, still have a mcse exam tomorrow.. wish me luck..

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dreamed of racing on 11:34 pm

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Sunday, 20 May 2007

你的心总是不停飞
你的夜从来不肯睡
你像穿梭在霓虹之间不倦的蝶
美的放肆笑的狂野
刻意燃烧所有贪婪的眼
你把青春全都交给深夜

爱你爱的不顾一切
明知你难舍夜的美
一生等你为爱改变为我停歇
要你在乎我的感觉
不在夜里放纵你的笑颜
不让别人替我给你安慰

我的痴永不悔 等你看见爱有多深多浓烈
只怕你头不回 情愿迷失不看真心一眼
我的痴永不悔 只想爱你今生再给你永远
我的爱守候在 黑夜之前

你的心总是不停飞
你的夜从来不肯睡
你像穿梭在霓虹之间不倦的蝶
要你在乎我的感觉
不在夜里放纵你的笑颜
不让别人替我给你安慰

夜蝶－张卫健　词：邓碧清　曲：莫凡

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dreamed of racing on 10:58 pm

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Sunday, 13 May 2007

夜悄悄地来临，霓虹灯眨着眼睛，一切都是这么美好繁华。可在这美好繁华的背后却隐藏着一颗孤寂的心灵。
我总以为黑暗是孤寂心灵最好的归宿，但随着时间的流逝，我知道了只有母爱才是那心灵的港湾。

我曾经以为自己长大了、成熟了，已经拥有自己的友情与幻想中的爱情。因为当我伤心时，
会有朋友来抚慰我；当我孤寂时，会不断幻想着美好的爱情。正当我觉得我将不再需要母亲时，
我第一次感受到母亲将离我而去，母爱将不复存在。当昏迷后醒来的母亲坚定地告诉我，
“为了你， 我的女儿， 我会挺过一切”时，我哭了。那时我感到母爱会永远伴着我，
那时我感到世界上所有的情与爱都在母爱面前黯然失色。

春节前，我陪同学送她的祖母回老家过年，快到村口时，老人家忽然让停车，只见她双手合十，作着揖，
嘴里“阿弥陀佛”地念念有词。

我不知老人家说的什么意思，以为她迷信。就笑问：“奶奶你说什么呢？”老人家说：“我说妈妈好！
妈妈好呀！ ”我不解地问道：“妈妈在哪儿呢？”

老人家指着远处地里的一个小坟头说：“ 我妈妈就埋在那儿，她去世二十多年了，每次路过这里我都
很想她！”说着老人的眼角湿润了，“ 那时生活太苦，妈妈到死也没享一天福，要是她能活到现在
该有多好！”

听着老人对母亲的思念，望着她那浑浊而深邃的眼睛，泪水在我两腮流淌，一半是感动，一半是
我想着母亲如果真的离开我，我将怎样生活在这个世界上？会不会如老人一样经常念叨着“妈妈好！
妈妈好！”。

回到家，我红着眼睛，当母亲知道我流泪的原因时，她抚摸着我说：“别害怕，妈妈会伴你到永远！”

听着母亲的话，看着母亲心痛我的眼神，我知道，不管我长多大，走多远，母亲都会在默默地为我祈祷，
祈祷女儿一切快乐——尽管有时她的磨难比女儿还多。此时我真想对妈妈说：“妈妈，你知道吗？
我曾幻想做展翅飞翔的鸟儿，拥有整个蓝天；我曾幻想做一条自由自在的鱼儿，拥有整个大海，
可是如今我却只想拥有你——我的母亲！”

- 赵真睿
普觉电子周刊 : 12/04/07

祝福所有天下的妈妈“母亲节快乐”！

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dreamed of racing on 10:08 pm

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Wednesday, 9 May 2007

从网上下载了「马兆骏 发光如星 记念音乐会」，真的是一场最浩大的演出。
聚集了好多台湾著名的音乐人，歌手等等。这样一场演唱会相信是前所未有，
非常值得一看。这首歌曲《发光如星》是马兆骏写给他的孩子们的。
非常好听且动人的一首福音歌曲。

发光如星
词曲：马兆骏

满天星星都在对我微笑
为我每个夜空闪耀
温暖我心使我全灵明亮
引我行在回家路上

我不害怕无论路多崎岖
知道不远梦要实现
我不孤独因主爱不渝
在不久黎明要显在眼前

求主使我也能发光如星
直到显在父的国里

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dreamed of racing on 10:19 pm

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Saturday, 5 May 2007

swei has been pestering me to go over to perth.. i juz checked on Tiger Airways
and the cheapest tic plus taxes is $420.. i do really want to go over, but cos of
my family, i doubt i can do that in the near future..

bro bought a new Mitsubishi Lancer 1.6L and juz received his new toy this week..
i know he's doing quite well in his co. and he mentioned that he need a decent ride
as he'll be meeting more bosses and clients down the road.. i not sure how much he
borrowed from dad, but he told me he pay in full so as not to occur any loan
interest..

i really wonder how filial my uncles and aunties are.. they now wanted my family
to look after grandma fully again cos of their tight schedule.. well, one can
always organise his time.. what the use of going back on what they'd agreed in
the first place..

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dreamed of racing on 1:16 am

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